Sabtu, 18 Juni 2022

My fell, my hope, my purpose

 About feelings... 

Intangible but so real... 

Sometimes happy sometimes sad... 

Even caring for them is not easy... 


Beautiful and gloomy for trivial things.. What can I do to control them... 

When I come back tough... 

When I crawled to get up... 

There was a feeling that pushed me back... Being in helplessness... 


There was love, anger, jealousy,.. 

It's not like it used to be... 

About a story that should have been finished ... 

About failure in love... 

About broken friendships... 

About betrayal... 

It shouldn't bother me anymore... 


But in fact this heart still cares... 

There is an unfinished revenge... 

This ego has not been repaid... 

Should be caught off guard by a sweet greeting.. 

Disappeared by a warm welcome... 


Fate so harshly punishes this heart... 

When my faith is so strong to move... Sending a bad man who is so good at breaking someone's heart. .. 

Bringing back the smile of a friend who used to be dis in betrayal... 


Slowly my heart is messed up... 

How did this happen... 

My eyes never run out of ways to understand his body language... 

This instinct is so strong... 

I know that style so well... 

All because love... 

My belief is shaken... 


This desire is so burning... 

Mentally slapping them is the biggest goal... I'll make sure they're immersed in the game... 

Making you bow down so you don't dare to look back... 

As sadistic as that is my belief and hope destroyed... 

Not anymore... 

We'll see how far they can hold out...


Remember,

Silently observing, I come with evidence.... Never forget that I am always two steps ahead of you... 😎




Ela Fransiska ❤️

My fell, my hope, my purpose

 About feelings...  Intangible but so real...  Sometimes happy sometimes sad...  Even caring for them is not easy...  Beautiful and gloomy f...